my nephew ryder is everything to me; dont grow up.
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Why’d you have to go and make things so complicated? I was perfectly happy until I met you. I felt for you. I fell for your lies. And now what, I’m sitting here with nothing to show for it. Thanks for destroying me while you were on your way to destroy yourself. I blame me. Not you. If it wasnt for me I wouldn’t be in this situation anyways. I wish I could just pretend like nothing happened. I wish that I could just erase you from my life. But I’m pathetic. And right now, I feel vulnerable. You’re a big reason as to why I’m here. Thanks for making me realize how shitty of a person that I am. I hope you feel really good about yourself right now. You deserve it.
